Today is the day came when we are done with all out packings to move to Hospital. Doctor called us at 2 PM to the Labor Room and get Preeti Admitted to the Hospital. Baby is kicking hard in the womb and ready to see the World. I would like to give my first Ashirwad to my Daughter or Son and want to welcome hem/her to live with fun, fashion and Happiness. I wish for her/him to grow and earn big name and be a very famous personality and shine like a star in the dark sky.
My car fuel tank is full and Money is stuffed in my pocket. We all of us had our lunch and getting ready to go to the Hospital with lots of excitement and anxiety about what is going to be next day. This is the day which I, Preeti and my parents dream thousand times. Papa is very happy and calling every day to hear the holy word.
Surprisingly I am becoming so strong to make my family safe from all the negatives and evil eye. I am realizing the existence of god and spreading it to who ever comes to my way. In these 9 months I have spoken to many people about the Pregnancy and its experience even without seeing whether they are paying interested or not. This wonderful experience is incredible. The baby moments and its touch to my palms electrify the senses and gives the realization of fatherhood each time he/she kicks.
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Fatherhood
Today the day came when we are done with all out packings to move to Hospital. Doctor called us at 2 PM to the Labor Room and get Preeti Admitted to the Hospital. Baby is kicking hard in the womb and ready to see the World. I would like to give my first Ashirwad to my Daughter or Son and want to welcome hem/her to live with fun, fashion and Happiness. I wish for her/him to grow and earn big name and be a very famous personality and shine like a star in the dark sky.
My car fuel tank is full and Money is stuffed in my pocket. We all of us had our lunch and getting ready to go to the Hospital with lots of excitement and anxiety about what is going to be next day. This is the day which I, Preeti and my parents dream thousand times. Papa is very happy and calling every day to hear the holy word.
Surprisingly I am becoming so strong to make my family safe from all the negatives and evil eye. I am realizing the existence of god and spreading it to who ever comes to my way. In these 9 months I have spoken to many people about the Pregnancy and its experience even without seeing whether they are paying interested or not. This wonderful experience is incredible. The baby moments and its touch to my palms electrify the senses and gives the realization of fatherhood each time he/she kicks.
My car fuel tank is full and Money is stuffed in my pocket. We all of us had our lunch and getting ready to go to the Hospital with lots of excitement and anxiety about what is going to be next day. This is the day which I, Preeti and my parents dream thousand times. Papa is very happy and calling every day to hear the holy word.
Surprisingly I am becoming so strong to make my family safe from all the negatives and evil eye. I am realizing the existence of god and spreading it to who ever comes to my way. In these 9 months I have spoken to many people about the Pregnancy and its experience even without seeing whether they are paying interested or not. This wonderful experience is incredible. The baby moments and its touch to my palms electrify the senses and gives the realization of fatherhood each time he/she kicks.
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Dogs are barking alone
Its lovely rain, trees are wet, bugs are flying over the steet lamps and shinning in the dark. Sound of rain drops on the leaf is spreading the freshness everywhere. The aroma of dried leafs and warm soil is making the mind calm. Series of lamps are looking a bright goldan Neckless. Dogs are barking. I am not tired even after the hactic Thursday. Sipped some spice tea. Want a tight sleep.
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
I am not Political
Every Morning I start my day reading news paper. If the paperboy is late then he at least listen one dialogue from me.
I should not say that I am so called very intelligent enough to talk about corruption and politic but I should also not stop thinking about it. To be frank, I am little blunt talking about this topic. There is not even a single page in the New Paper where corruption is not published. Pick any topic say, Politics, Games, Finance, Fuel, Police, Communications, Security threat, Science or Cinema. Corruption kissed every one every place. There are few lines which seem to be right say Gold Price, Silver Price, Stock market ups and downs. Some funny cartoons, talk about Sex. If I open the city news in the New Paper it’s full of nudity. And this is the first thing I want to glance as common human being. I don’t know what impact it will give to the under age’s. If sensor board is for differentiate the A and U certified movies then which board are there to regulate porn in the news paper.
Let’s not move out from the subject - If I watch news channels to update myself for what is latest happening, I get irritated about the redundant talk/new whole day. I feel that headlines are just good to know about what are the latest. For details programs we don’t have time and we don’t need to get into that details. One of the leading news channels was explaining about the heavy rain in Mumbai recently and saying that “You can see the water level on the road is coming to my knees!!” and the moment camera focused down and the water level was hardly touch his feet. May be its right or they were late to capturing the water level at the correct time.
I tried to watch some other entertainment channels. Some programs are threatening the participants on the reality shows like dance, fear factor, singing. All the judges or hosts are just making the noise and showing their anger. The participants are abusing on national television thinking they are so called modern and latest.
The music channels are not less than porn videos which are showing the item numbers. Sex is famous and everyone likes including me. The kind of music now days are good but the lyrics are just gone off. Either the lyrics are copied from the old melodies or the new lyrics are so vulgar. New lyricists are no longer having good romantic sensible words to add in their songs. I just prefer to listen only melodies now or I would say I am depended on it.
Adopting this entire thing, still I am not unhappy. The thing is, I don’t want to take the responsibility to clean this mess. I just know if the road is bad, ware rubber shoes instead building the rubber coated road. Gandhi well said – You clean yourself first, rest will be cleaned it selves.
Friday, July 08, 2011
Satisfaction!
Today I realized -
1. I reached to office 20 min before time and I felt so comfortable and happily received and gave the morning wishes.
2. I have completed all my planned and unplanned assignment.
3. I had less food and my stomach is happy.
4. I am leaving to home on time.
5. I rejected all the tension which is not under my control.
The satisfaction comes only from the work.
1. I reached to office 20 min before time and I felt so comfortable and happily received and gave the morning wishes.
2. I have completed all my planned and unplanned assignment.
3. I had less food and my stomach is happy.
4. I am leaving to home on time.
5. I rejected all the tension which is not under my control.
The satisfaction comes only from the work.
Wednesday, July 06, 2011
When brain dosen't allow!
Every morning I start at 9 to my office and come back on 7 in the evening ever since I joined this company. I am so used to of 30 min of mail checking as a first thing in the morning and then tea break at of 15 min after that. From then to lunch meetings and work assigned. 30 Min walk in the campus post lunch and then 3pm to 530pm work meetings and games. Afterwards 1 hrs of workout in the office Jim and back to home.
Now.........I am assigned to a project just for 7 days to support my UK business team I had no way other then accepting the work at UK hours that is 1pm to 10 pm. The time span from last moment of General shift and UK shift I took it as holiday but the first day at office with the UK shift my brain was still as I am at 9 at office but actually it was 1300 hrs. 30 min of mails checking I got the urge of tea break which was absolute malfunction of the brain since it was time to lunch where its was the second thing for me in the morning. My whole schedule is now distracted and I am standing no where. I have lost my focus on work and I am writing the blogs on free time which I can utilize for learning.
Thank god it’s only till 8th July. After that I will again in the perfect.
Thanks
Brain.............my brain.
Now.........I am assigned to a project just for 7 days to support my UK business team I had no way other then accepting the work at UK hours that is 1pm to 10 pm. The time span from last moment of General shift and UK shift I took it as holiday but the first day at office with the UK shift my brain was still as I am at 9 at office but actually it was 1300 hrs. 30 min of mails checking I got the urge of tea break which was absolute malfunction of the brain since it was time to lunch where its was the second thing for me in the morning. My whole schedule is now distracted and I am standing no where. I have lost my focus on work and I am writing the blogs on free time which I can utilize for learning.
Thank god it’s only till 8th July. After that I will again in the perfect.
Thanks
Brain.............my brain.
Monday, July 04, 2011
Keys!!
I was under the warm roof of my Mini car at the open parking lot of the Apollo Clinic waiting for my wife's turn for the blood sampling. We have been told to wait in the common AC lobby but we've chosen to wait out side in the lovely weather. I push my seat back and put my feet almost on the dashboard enjoying the moment to becoming father after more 3 months. My wife was busy collecting hospital bills and making it organized for the next discussion with the Gynecologist. She face was shinning like Perl in the sun and she was equally happy for her motherhood. I was watching around the parking lot fast moving vehicles on the highway just opposite to my mini car.
I was looking at my watch to go to see the pathologist in the clinic and suddenly we decide to go out of the car and give the blood sample. I just locked my car and checked twice if the doors are still open. I just taken the first step of the staircase and saw vacant covered parking area. Immediately I decided to park my car in there since the sun came out hard that time after the lovely weather.
I grabbed my pocket to fetch the keys but I could not find it. I check my other pockets and asked my wife where the car keys are? She replied - You should me know it honey, just locked the car. Shit - I forgot the key in the car!!!
She calmed me down and told me that it happens some times. You were in the good mood and enjoying the time of fatherhood so it’s just came out of your mind. Don’t worry we will go home and get the duplicates. I told ohh! You wait here I will get it. You will be tired using public transport. Bus she insists me until I agreed to take her with me.
We gave the blood sample to the Pathology department and rushed to catch some local buses. Buses are well maintained, specious and air conditioned. The bad thing is my apartment doesn’t fall on the bus route so we decided to catch the bus to the nearest point and then we will catch a three wheeler. We walked on the pedestrian way and passed some placed like some meat shop and Pork shops. We didn’t have the option other then covering our nostrils. We walked further and crossed the traffic jam. The road was smoky and ears would have lost its function if we stay there longer.
Finally we reached to the bus stop. My wife was sweating already and I was trying to speak to three wheeler driver for the round trip. The Negotiation failed and we ended up to adhere to out pervious decision to catch the bus. I lost one bus while negotiating with the three wheeler driver. I requested my wife to a shadow which is a small Fast Food center near the Buss Stop. Suddenly the three wheeler driver popped up who was asking for 4times of the actual fare. He looked at my angered face since I lost my bus patience to talk to him and gone back to his seat with the bad smile.
By seeing my wife face I could easily make out that she is tired and over heated. I saw bus coming towards Bus Stop. I raised my hand to stop the bus thought I knew we are standing on the Bus Stop. Anyway, we stepped in to the air conditioned Bus and relived in a bit. I paid the fare of both to the Bus conductor and stuffed in the seat. The bus took just 10 min to drop us at the half way of our apartment.
We stepped out of the bus and walked to the other side of the road hopping for some honest Three Wheeler. God hearted and granted out wish immediately. We got the Three Wheeler who agreed to do the round trip to the same place on the standard meter rate per Kilometer defined by local government. I politely requested the driver who was around 65 year old to drive slow on the humps for the sake of my baby inside he mother womb. We looked each other with the smile after a long time and hold our palms. I gone back to my thought to become a father and started thinking about general questions like – Would he be baby boy or girl? If boy his name should be heavy in sound so that his fellow class mate could not be able to make a joke of his name. If girl he name should not sound too romantic to avoid sill boys comes across her. The driver was really good he took my words and drove very slowly on the broken road and humps. He stopped on the railway crossing seeing the red signal on it. I was in the dreams and giving the sweet smile to my wife. I heard the sound of Train who just passed by and we begin to out apartment.
My wife fetched the duplicate keys and we rushed back to place where we caught the three wheeler. I paid the fare more then the bill on meter since the old man requested to do so due to hike on the gas price. I paid him knowingly since he took care of the humps one the whole way as a tip.
We caught the bus again and reached the bus stop from where we started. I say the same three wheeler driver who I first asked for the round trip. He was still waiting for some unknown passenger. My wife was very tired and became so down. She was almost unable to walk to the clinic where my locked car was parked under the sun- She was starving. We stopped thrice and finally reached to the door. I received the duplicated keys and opened the door.
I opened the door for her and made her comfortable and switched on the AC. We drove to the nearest McDonalds outlet and grabbed out meals. I promised myself to make a check list before I lock my car.
I was looking at my watch to go to see the pathologist in the clinic and suddenly we decide to go out of the car and give the blood sample. I just locked my car and checked twice if the doors are still open. I just taken the first step of the staircase and saw vacant covered parking area. Immediately I decided to park my car in there since the sun came out hard that time after the lovely weather.
I grabbed my pocket to fetch the keys but I could not find it. I check my other pockets and asked my wife where the car keys are? She replied - You should me know it honey, just locked the car. Shit - I forgot the key in the car!!!
She calmed me down and told me that it happens some times. You were in the good mood and enjoying the time of fatherhood so it’s just came out of your mind. Don’t worry we will go home and get the duplicates. I told ohh! You wait here I will get it. You will be tired using public transport. Bus she insists me until I agreed to take her with me.
We gave the blood sample to the Pathology department and rushed to catch some local buses. Buses are well maintained, specious and air conditioned. The bad thing is my apartment doesn’t fall on the bus route so we decided to catch the bus to the nearest point and then we will catch a three wheeler. We walked on the pedestrian way and passed some placed like some meat shop and Pork shops. We didn’t have the option other then covering our nostrils. We walked further and crossed the traffic jam. The road was smoky and ears would have lost its function if we stay there longer.
Finally we reached to the bus stop. My wife was sweating already and I was trying to speak to three wheeler driver for the round trip. The Negotiation failed and we ended up to adhere to out pervious decision to catch the bus. I lost one bus while negotiating with the three wheeler driver. I requested my wife to a shadow which is a small Fast Food center near the Buss Stop. Suddenly the three wheeler driver popped up who was asking for 4times of the actual fare. He looked at my angered face since I lost my bus patience to talk to him and gone back to his seat with the bad smile.
By seeing my wife face I could easily make out that she is tired and over heated. I saw bus coming towards Bus Stop. I raised my hand to stop the bus thought I knew we are standing on the Bus Stop. Anyway, we stepped in to the air conditioned Bus and relived in a bit. I paid the fare of both to the Bus conductor and stuffed in the seat. The bus took just 10 min to drop us at the half way of our apartment.
We stepped out of the bus and walked to the other side of the road hopping for some honest Three Wheeler. God hearted and granted out wish immediately. We got the Three Wheeler who agreed to do the round trip to the same place on the standard meter rate per Kilometer defined by local government. I politely requested the driver who was around 65 year old to drive slow on the humps for the sake of my baby inside he mother womb. We looked each other with the smile after a long time and hold our palms. I gone back to my thought to become a father and started thinking about general questions like – Would he be baby boy or girl? If boy his name should be heavy in sound so that his fellow class mate could not be able to make a joke of his name. If girl he name should not sound too romantic to avoid sill boys comes across her. The driver was really good he took my words and drove very slowly on the broken road and humps. He stopped on the railway crossing seeing the red signal on it. I was in the dreams and giving the sweet smile to my wife. I heard the sound of Train who just passed by and we begin to out apartment.
My wife fetched the duplicate keys and we rushed back to place where we caught the three wheeler. I paid the fare more then the bill on meter since the old man requested to do so due to hike on the gas price. I paid him knowingly since he took care of the humps one the whole way as a tip.
We caught the bus again and reached the bus stop from where we started. I say the same three wheeler driver who I first asked for the round trip. He was still waiting for some unknown passenger. My wife was very tired and became so down. She was almost unable to walk to the clinic where my locked car was parked under the sun- She was starving. We stopped thrice and finally reached to the door. I received the duplicated keys and opened the door.
I opened the door for her and made her comfortable and switched on the AC. We drove to the nearest McDonalds outlet and grabbed out meals. I promised myself to make a check list before I lock my car.
Grover's Murder - why free!!
The judicial bench having tons to knowledge made free Maria for her charges they why a general public is giving their opinion on road and media. Why don't they go to court and reopen the case. I know there are loop holes and I am sympathized for Grover’s loss.
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Close to Open!
Today I applied to cancel the Hypothecation on my vehicle and I am very happy that I had closed all my loan account. Now its time to take the biggest loan of my life which is HOME LOAN! After a long try and grace of god me and my wife found an affordable apartment at Bangalore. I had have met so many Bankers and chosen the lesser worst. I could not be able to get it from the government one. The processes are hectic and support get worst when you become their customer. But any way I had applied for loan and let see how much fund will be sanctioned. Thanks to RBI Reserve Bank of India to make the standards.
Today I also met Architect of my apartment and gave the big list of modifications. There are lost of changes in bathrooms.
Finally after a long discussion I came back to my rented home. I have taken an appointment from a Broadband internet service provider and decided to take the demo who came one and half hours late from the given time. He did not give me the demo but came with a price list to discuss the plan. At the end I called him tomorrow and told me appear on time next day for demo.
But the decision is already made. I am now just using the internet from mobile phone which is ok to check emails, social websites and read blog.
Today I also met Architect of my apartment and gave the big list of modifications. There are lost of changes in bathrooms.
Finally after a long discussion I came back to my rented home. I have taken an appointment from a Broadband internet service provider and decided to take the demo who came one and half hours late from the given time. He did not give me the demo but came with a price list to discuss the plan. At the end I called him tomorrow and told me appear on time next day for demo.
But the decision is already made. I am now just using the internet from mobile phone which is ok to check emails, social websites and read blog.
Friday, April 22, 2011
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Saturday, March 26, 2011
An eveing just mine after a long time!!
I shut the door of my bathroom and dried my hairs. I am sitting at barista coffee house in my favorite white shirt and blue jean on the leather shoes. Parking my car was so easy today. May be I am lucky today. I glanced at the people around me and found a nice place to sit. After some time I fetched some black coffee and an Almond Raisin. While I writing I was looking some one who is sitting alone. I was watching people around me there movements expressions their attire. Some fake some real some with love some with lust, some for business. I saw a couple of young girls who looked me lasbo. One with fully girly look and another with the tom boy look. A group of four where two boys and two girls staring each other’s pair. Some confused. A married couple was fighting to order the favorite for the menu. I don’t want to know why they are fighting.
There is lovely music in air and the Barista band color with the own kind of lights and tables are making the good ambience. Its little hot bit breeze was still kissing the face. The aroma of coffee is spreading freshness in the air.
My mood is good and relaxed after the hectic week, full of work. My last five weeks was restless. I want to tell you the story but not in this blog but in the next.
There is lovely music in air and the Barista band color with the own kind of lights and tables are making the good ambience. Its little hot bit breeze was still kissing the face. The aroma of coffee is spreading freshness in the air.
My mood is good and relaxed after the hectic week, full of work. My last five weeks was restless. I want to tell you the story but not in this blog but in the next.
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
See off!!
Train stopped slowly at the platform. I knocked the door and pulled Preeti inside with a bag at another hand. I spreaded the bed sheet on her berth and ready the pillow for her and then chained her bag. I felt the train’s coach was now rolling and I opened the door of my car at parking place. The dark night and I was all alone.
I want
List of stuff I want -
Nikon D3100 SLR,
Apple MacBook Air
Panasonic Handy Cam
Nokia N8 Smart Phone
Final Cut pro
Philps Microphone
KORG
Black BMW 7 series
Jeep Thar
Pent House at Goa
A studio aprtment at Mumbai
and I have
My beutiful loveing wife
Pappa
Mamma
Worship to god
A samll sweet rented home
A laoptop give by my office
A multimedia phone gifted by father in law
A mini car running on EMIs.
Urge to buy a camera...........................................................
I have peace and happiness.
Nikon D3100 SLR,
Apple MacBook Air
Panasonic Handy Cam
Nokia N8 Smart Phone
Final Cut pro
Philps Microphone
KORG
Black BMW 7 series
Jeep Thar
Pent House at Goa
A studio aprtment at Mumbai
and I have
My beutiful loveing wife
Pappa
Mamma
Worship to god
A samll sweet rented home
A laoptop give by my office
A multimedia phone gifted by father in law
A mini car running on EMIs.
Urge to buy a camera...........................................................
I have peace and happiness.
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