I am not Political

Every Morning I start my day reading news paper. If the paperboy is late then he at least listen one dialogue from me.

I should not say that I am so called very intelligent enough to talk about corruption and politic but I should also not stop thinking about it. To be frank, I am little blunt talking about this topic. There is not even a single page in the New Paper where corruption is not published. Pick any topic say, Politics, Games, Finance, Fuel, Police, Communications, Security threat, Science or Cinema. Corruption kissed every one every place. There are few lines which seem to be right say Gold Price, Silver Price, Stock market ups and downs. Some funny cartoons, talk about Sex. If I open the city news in the New Paper it’s full of nudity. And this is the first thing I want to glance as common human being. I don’t know what impact it will give to the under age’s. If sensor board is for differentiate the A and U certified movies then which board are there to regulate porn in the news paper.
Let’s not move out from the subject - If I watch news channels to update myself for what is latest happening, I get irritated about the redundant talk/new whole day. I feel that headlines are just good to know about what are the latest. For details programs we don’t have time and we don’t need to get into that details. One of the leading news channels was explaining about the heavy rain in Mumbai recently and saying that “You can see the water level on the road is coming to my knees!!” and the moment camera focused down and the water level was hardly touch his feet. May be its right or they were late to capturing the water level at the correct time.
I tried to watch some other entertainment channels. Some programs are threatening the participants on the reality shows like dance, fear factor, singing. All the judges or hosts are just making the noise and showing their anger. The participants are abusing on national television thinking they are so called modern and latest.
The music channels are not less than porn videos which are showing the item numbers. Sex is famous and everyone likes including me. The kind of music now days are good but the lyrics are just gone off. Either the lyrics are copied from the old melodies or the new lyrics are so vulgar. New lyricists are no longer having good romantic sensible words to add in their songs. I just prefer to listen only melodies now or I would say I am depended on it.
Adopting this entire thing, still I am not unhappy. The thing is, I don’t want to take the responsibility to clean this mess. I just know if the road is bad, ware rubber shoes instead building the rubber coated road. Gandhi well said – You clean yourself first, rest will be cleaned it selves.

Satisfaction!

Today I realized -

1. I reached to office 20 min before time and I felt so comfortable and happily received and gave the morning wishes.

2. I have completed all my planned and unplanned assignment.
3. I had less food and my stomach is happy.
4. I am leaving to home on time.
5. I rejected all the tension which is not under my control.

The satisfaction comes only from the work.

When brain dosen't allow!

Every morning I start at 9 to my office and come back on 7 in the evening ever since I joined this company. I am so used to of 30 min of mail checking as a first thing in the morning and then tea break at of 15 min after that. From then to lunch meetings and work assigned. 30 Min walk in the campus post lunch and then 3pm to 530pm work meetings and games. Afterwards 1 hrs of workout in the office Jim and back to home.

Now.........I am assigned to a project just for 7 days to support my UK business team I had no way other then accepting the work at UK hours that is 1pm to 10 pm. The time span from last moment of General shift and UK shift I took it as holiday but the first day at office with the UK shift my brain was still as I am at 9 at office but actually it was 1300 hrs. 30 min of mails checking I got the urge of tea break which was absolute malfunction of the brain since it was time to lunch where its was the second thing for me in the morning. My whole schedule is now distracted and I am standing no where. I have lost my focus on work and I am writing the blogs on free time which I can utilize for learning.

Thank god it’s only till 8th July. After that I will again in the perfect.

Thanks
Brain.............my brain.

Keys!!

I was under the warm roof of my Mini car at the open parking lot of the Apollo Clinic waiting for my wife's turn for the blood sampling. We have been told to wait in the common AC lobby but we've chosen to wait out side in the lovely weather. I push my seat back and put my feet almost on the dashboard enjoying the moment to becoming father after more 3 months. My wife was busy collecting hospital bills and making it organized for the next discussion with the Gynecologist. She face was shinning like Perl in the sun and she was equally happy for her motherhood. I was watching around the parking lot fast moving vehicles on the highway just opposite to my mini car.

I was looking at my watch to go to see the pathologist in the clinic and suddenly we decide to go out of the car and give the blood sample. I just locked my car and checked twice if the doors are still open. I just taken the first step of the staircase and saw vacant covered parking area. Immediately I decided to park my car in there since the sun came out hard that time after the lovely weather.

I grabbed my pocket to fetch the keys but I could not find it. I check my other pockets and asked my wife where the car keys are? She replied - You should me know it honey, just locked the car. Shit - I forgot the key in the car!!!

She calmed me down and told me that it happens some times. You were in the good mood and enjoying the time of fatherhood so it’s just came out of your mind. Don’t worry we will go home and get the duplicates. I told ohh! You wait here I will get it. You will be tired using public transport. Bus she insists me until I agreed to take her with me.

We gave the blood sample to the Pathology department and rushed to catch some local buses. Buses are well maintained, specious and air conditioned. The bad thing is my apartment doesn’t fall on the bus route so we decided to catch the bus to the nearest point and then we will catch a three wheeler. We walked on the pedestrian way and passed some placed like some meat shop and Pork shops. We didn’t have the option other then covering our nostrils. We walked further and crossed the traffic jam. The road was smoky and ears would have lost its function if we stay there longer.

Finally we reached to the bus stop. My wife was sweating already and I was trying to speak to three wheeler driver for the round trip. The Negotiation failed and we ended up to adhere to out pervious decision to catch the bus. I lost one bus while negotiating with the three wheeler driver. I requested my wife to a shadow which is a small Fast Food center near the Buss Stop. Suddenly the three wheeler driver popped up who was asking for 4times of the actual fare. He looked at my angered face since I lost my bus patience to talk to him and gone back to his seat with the bad smile.

By seeing my wife face I could easily make out that she is tired and over heated. I saw bus coming towards Bus Stop. I raised my hand to stop the bus thought I knew we are standing on the Bus Stop. Anyway, we stepped in to the air conditioned Bus and relived in a bit. I paid the fare of both to the Bus conductor and stuffed in the seat. The bus took just 10 min to drop us at the half way of our apartment.

We stepped out of the bus and walked to the other side of the road hopping for some honest Three Wheeler. God hearted and granted out wish immediately. We got the Three Wheeler who agreed to do the round trip to the same place on the standard meter rate per Kilometer defined by local government. I politely requested the driver who was around 65 year old to drive slow on the humps for the sake of my baby inside he mother womb. We looked each other with the smile after a long time and hold our palms. I gone back to my thought to become a father and started thinking about general questions like – Would he be baby boy or girl? If boy his name should be heavy in sound so that his fellow class mate could not be able to make a joke of his name. If girl he name should not sound too romantic to avoid sill boys comes across her. The driver was really good he took my words and drove very slowly on the broken road and humps. He stopped on the railway crossing seeing the red signal on it. I was in the dreams and giving the sweet smile to my wife. I heard the sound of Train who just passed by and we begin to out apartment.

My wife fetched the duplicate keys and we rushed back to place where we caught the three wheeler. I paid the fare more then the bill on meter since the old man requested to do so due to hike on the gas price. I paid him knowingly since he took care of the humps one the whole way as a tip.

We caught the bus again and reached the bus stop from where we started. I say the same three wheeler driver who I first asked for the round trip. He was still waiting for some unknown passenger. My wife was very tired and became so down. She was almost unable to walk to the clinic where my locked car was parked under the sun- She was starving. We stopped thrice and finally reached to the door. I received the duplicated keys and opened the door.

I opened the door for her and made her comfortable and switched on the AC. We drove to the nearest McDonalds outlet and grabbed out meals. I promised myself to make a check list before I lock my car.

Grover's Murder - why free!!

The judicial bench having tons to knowledge made free Maria for her charges they why a general public is giving their opinion on road and media. Why don't they go to court and reopen the case. I know there are loop holes and I am sympathized for Grover’s loss.

Close to Open!

Today I applied to cancel the Hypothecation on my vehicle and I am very happy that I had closed all my loan account. Now its time to take the biggest loan of my life which is HOME LOAN! After a long try and grace of god me and my wife found an affordable apartment at Bangalore. I had have met so many Bankers and chosen the lesser worst. I could not be able to get it from the government one. The processes are hectic and support get worst when you become their customer. But any way I had applied for loan and let see how much fund will be sanctioned. Thanks to RBI Reserve Bank of India to make the standards.

Today I also met Architect of my apartment and gave the big list of modifications. There are lost of changes in bathrooms.

Finally after a long discussion I came back to my rented home. I have taken an appointment from a Broadband internet service provider and decided to take the demo who came one and half hours late from the given time. He did not give me the demo but came with a price list to discuss the plan. At the end I called him tomorrow and told me appear on time next day for demo.

But the decision is already made. I am now just using the internet from mobile phone which is ok to check emails, social websites and read blog.

I am trying to write my stories.........my moments.

Happy Social

I met at beautiful couple with their two sweet kids. My mind is relaxed to be social!!

I am at the common place where people are getting crazy!!!!

An eveing just mine after a long time!!

I shut the door of my bathroom and dried my hairs. I am sitting at barista coffee house in my favorite white shirt and blue jean on the leather shoes. Parking my car was so easy today. May be I am lucky today. I glanced at the people around me and found a nice place to sit. After some time I fetched some black coffee and an Almond Raisin. While I writing I was looking some one who is sitting alone. I was watching people around me there movements expressions their attire. Some fake some real some with love some with lust, some for business. I saw a couple of young girls who looked me lasbo. One with fully girly look and another with the tom boy look. A group of four where two boys and two girls staring each other’s pair. Some confused. A married couple was fighting to order the favorite for the menu. I don’t want to know why they are fighting.

There is lovely music in air and the Barista band color with the own kind of lights and tables are making the good ambience. Its little hot bit breeze was still kissing the face. The aroma of coffee is spreading freshness in the air.

My mood is good and relaxed after the hectic week, full of work. My last five weeks was restless. I want to tell you the story but not in this blog but in the next.

See off!!

Train stopped slowly at the platform. I knocked the door and pulled Preeti inside with a bag at another hand. I spreaded the bed sheet on her berth and ready the pillow for her and then chained her bag. I felt the train’s coach was now rolling and I opened the door of my car at parking place. The dark night and I was all alone.

I want

List of stuff I want -
Nikon D3100 SLR,
Apple MacBook Air
Panasonic Handy Cam
Nokia N8 Smart Phone
Final Cut pro
Philps Microphone
KORG
Black BMW 7 series
Jeep Thar
Pent House at Goa
A studio aprtment at Mumbai
and I have
My beutiful loveing wife
Pappa
Mamma
Worship to god
A samll sweet rented home
A laoptop give by my office
A multimedia phone gifted by father in law
A mini car running on EMIs.
Urge to buy a camera...........................................................
I have peace and happiness.

Shifted to Cognizant........... in SAP Consulting

I have seen
myself
dead last night,
this happens all the time.

Faith

If you are not believing in god,
believe me or not
you will feel his existence eventually.
If you have faith on anything in this universe
it's understood you believe on god,
Since everything is god here at all.

Mat dikhao apne aap ko chupaa kar rakho, mat jao aise jgaha jahaan apmaan ki shanka ho, mat socho unke baare main jo chhand aur alankaar ka ganiit rache. Samay beetega aur beet rahaa hai. Soch ke dekko ki bachpan se kab bade ho gaye. Who BCG ka teeka lgavaa ke rote hue hosptal se maa kee narm godh main ghar aana aur phir prathmic se middle fir half pent se full pent tak ka school, dost yaar, dhaaba, ladkiyaan ur phir parrksha dar, result aur phir entrence exams fir college.
College main future ke baare main na soch ke chote targets banana aur adhe hee poore karna, jhagda prem ka. Ab college be khatam aur naukri ki khoj ek dar ke saath ke naukari lagegee ya nahain, nahin lagee toh log kya khaenge, maa baap se paise kaise mangaaon.
Ab job laga toh kaam bhee seekhna padega, ab kamaane lage hai toh confidence aaya aur khoob khaaya peeya, aur prem vivaah karke brahaaman ho gaye daaro cigarete, maas machhee chodh diya. Sirf prem aur prem, zism se alag vaasana se alag nihswaarth. Phir toda akelaa pan aur man kee taak jhaank, Home loan, student loan, EMI, Credit cards bills.
Koi samjhye to bura lagana, family plan karna, future ke baare main plan karna, health insurance, LIC kee policy vagirahaa. Ameer padosee kee property ko dekh spane baanaana, bhaoot kuch ye sab ek pal main hee nikal gaya. Bachpan se kab yaahan tak pahoonch gye pataa hee nahinn chala. Jo mere priy hai unko marte hue dekh main bhee maroonga. Samaye poorvabhaas hota hai apnee priyjanoo ko apnee lash par rota hua dekhata hoon aur darta hoon ke jab main nahin rahoonga to ye mere priya jan kya karenge mere patnee kese rahee gee mere bache kya toppanee karenge.
Jeeva chota lagne laga hai aur samay mano drot gatee pakd chuka aur ab pataa chal gay hai kee ye ab nahin rukega. Toh bas payaar kar lo, Chalo raaj karo, Mat dikhao apne aap ko chupaa kar rakho, mat jao aise jgaha jahaan apmaan ki shanka ho, mat socho unke baare main jo chand aur alankaar ka ganiit rache. Samay beetega aur beet rahaa hai.

Joggers Park

An old man near his 60’s was watching my Yoga and asked to join us, and I said sure. Is this is a stretch, I said no its Surya Namskar. He was looking like some kind of very responsible government officer. After some time he gave some idea about Karate stretch stuff which was pretty ok. The talk was taking a shape to organize ourselves in our day to day activities like, how to be better in offices, what are the stress buster facts. He asked what I do and said that that he has got the responsibility if Power Grid supply for 5 states of India and get plenty of files and disputes to be sorted. He do analyze the files separate in to the categories and clear it up in short time. He said all he learnt is by meditation which made him better to handle the situations. We get plenty of work hole day and there are only one way to handle it, be organized. Give first 15 min to plan your day and try stick with the schedule. Sort you bits and pieces brought forwarded and sort the day out one by one. Do not start anything new until you are up with the previous one.
There is a way he said to organize our self. Shut yourself in a room and close your eyes and try to stop thinking. You will feel that you are start going in flashback time by time min, hrs, day, weeks, months, and years before. Now open your eyes and keep writing the bullet points each of your memories and thoughts.
A person cannot stop thinking at least we can minimize it mean you can be reached till zero rather you try to come down to 2 or 1, even this is a great achievement. Try to create options for a task pick the best one.
You know are the achiever- the one who have got more ideas and give the best out of it. If your mind is sound you can think more, all you need to do is control over your emotional brain storming, create the more and more ideas options and analyze it and choose the best among it.
He offered for a coffee at his flat where he stays with is cosign who got recently married. We had a coffee all together and has lost of talks on art, paintings, movies holiday destinations, married life bachelor life, effects of staying with and without parents etc. Finally we came out 11:30 am from that building and started our day. Sorted some office work..
I cooked rice and rasam for us and had our lunch all together. I watched a movie in the afternoon and had a nice sleep. I came back to home after an evening walk and this was the end of the day.

The Talk


I was speaking with my old close friend on phone at Delhi Airport. In the middle of the talk there was a topic raised on Global warming. It seems that there was nothing to talk about and this point came in between.
He said he is now little bit scary about his life. We are going to dead soon, all will be at the same time for sure. Some storm will come and all will be burned alive. Villages are becoming town, town are converting to cities now. Wide high built up by cutting down the old tress. All are thinking about their one material growth which is fine but at the same time we should about plantation. Everyone on this earth should implant trees. Actually it’s also the job of the government and surely they are also putting lots of efforts for plantation. A big amount of money have been spent grow new trees, but not hundred percent. Local corruption eats lots of money in between, officer in charge are not maintaining the new plants and gives the false report to the government. Whole chain is corrupted if you see from one way except some.
Stop saying that you are some big shot of your area or city, rather just show it in the public.
Lives cannot be changed by thought and efforts of one person. Each single educated person should fold their sleeves and come on the road to fight with Global Warming. There are some NGOs who are making awareness, but until each single person will think no plans are going to be implemented. There are some simple ways we can save our earth. Why done we plant a tree taking the name of an event. Example you have got a baby, grow a plant, you got married, grow a plant, you have got you 20th birth day, again grow some more plant. If you are working with some origination make some plans or give some presentation to save earth.
Implanting trees is not only the solution to prevent ourselves, keep you village, city clean like how you maintain your house and garden. Stop throwing daily garbage on the corner of you road, dump it to the garbage van provided local NAGAR PALIKE.
Use paper bags if you are going to the dairy or to the green grocer. Encourage them to not provided them so for the next time people will carry their own organic bags.

Do not spit on the road, use dust bins are public places and also encourage other and childrens to do so. Educate you kids since their childhood the keep clean.
Talk about doing goods thing despite speaking nonsense if you have a party with your friend. We know that life is very fast and struggling and we do spare some time to think about life provider earth, atmosphere, water. We are educated enough, properly grown up and now should return some to earth. It’s the time to know our basic responsibility to save earth, save life’s. I am sure if you think, all will be start thinking and eventually plans will be in the execution and earth will be the heaven.

Saket
In the air from Delhi to Mumbai June 7, 2009

When I sinked

I am sleeping alone on you and trying to confess your love on me.

I can hear you whisper in kitchen of love. Some thing burned and I was not there.

Can you try to pull me out from the deep dark forest of complex thoughs....

I have seen one man with rusty face dirty skin with long bear ed and musettes dirty cloths but He was full of liqueur and in full fantasy and he forgot his birth and existence. This seemed me wonderful and i felt that i am so unLUCKY..... FCUK!!!!